Qtr end week - Counting down 4 days

like shit since last week!!
my hair has been falling since taken over xxx
no peace of mind.. wanna throw 4letter words but supressed!!!
wanna puke.. wanna vomit blood.. head wanna burst.. eyes wanna drop..

going CRAZY!! pulling my hair!!

忍

!!!

I love u!! Muack!!

Mummy, I love u!! Muack!! I'll feed u!! I'll take care of u!!

Mum not working for the time being.. she is back being a housewife.. I had a family day on Friday.. I bought my mum and bro to Ding Tai Feng for dinner.. yummy!! I had good meals prepared by her this weekend.. Too bad is Qtr end for the coming week.. I need to work hard.. be awake!!

Merry Xmas

Yeah!! Enjoyed my xmas holiday watching Miss No Good 不良笑花.. hee hee so entertaining.. so touching..

Watch the whole series on
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=990D2A976C217FBD

Ache.. ache..

wow... tense and stressful week.. finally weekend..
aching all over.. headache.. neckache.. shoulderache..
also feeling on and off feverish and coldness.. dear sickness, please leave me..
more challenging 2 weeks of qtr-end ahead.. b4 i can get some leave for long weekends..

Very Tense.. Very Stress.. BZ lar

I didnt really enjoy last weekend lor.. have been working from home on fri till sat midnight.. then woke up at 1PM and continue to work.. crazy.. i dont like lar.. i rather laze around by house, watch tv, surf net, listen songs, etc..

haiz.. had a break on sun.. went shopping for my note book and xmas exchange gifts.. my note book can last me for this yr cos too much meeting and training and lots more at work this yr liao.. run out of pages.. shopping at 6PM.. actually wanted to go Orchard Takashimaya.. after that lazy.. ended up Tampines Mall.. got my note book.. thicker one to last for the whole of next yr.. bought some gifts.. so crowded.. i hate crowds..

finally reached home for Wu Jian Dao.. watch tv..

Last work week was tense.. and this work week also stress.. meetings.. training.. concall.. no time for my operations.. just finished some operation work at home.. dead tired.. good morning!! i going to bed liao after that go back to work in office.. 加油！

Lucky day.. bz day.. Good day

What a great day today!! even though i my sleep was disturbed (my bro stayed up in the living room to study for his exam) and gotta wake up on time tmr for the early All-hands meeting in the auditoruim.. hee hee.. i managed to make it.. but missed the breakfast provided only grab a cup of hot milk tea.. to make me feel awake..

Lucky day cos I won a bottle of wine in the All-hands meeting lucky draw.. aiya.. me "underage" cannot drink alcohol.. haha.. i usually have no luck especially in gambling and draws.. so happy.. may lucky stars b with me.. Always no luck that's y i always work hard..

Fulfilling lunch at Parkway Parade foodcourt.. finally can have the wonderful bubble tea at KOI.. my Oolong milk tea 0% sugar!!

Bz day.. even though every working day is a bz day but my right ear almost rot from the several 1hr plus calls.. to resolve every single issue order, one by one with my beloved sales admin in India.. gotta repeat this tmr as we only half way there..

After work gotta catch up with my ex-colleague.. she is really popular lor.. 8 ppl turn up to meet her.. but she lose her voice.. we really have hard time hearing her in the noisy mall.. she better take care..

Goodnite!! tmr is another happening day at work!!

Overdose...

I had overdose of TEA today..
no breakfast as usual today..
craving for chicken chop.. i gather ppl at abt 10am.. i placed my order at abt 10.30 am..
finally arrive at 12plus.. fantastic chicken chop set meal @HANS which includes cream soup, a slice of swiss roll, with strong milk TEA .. my stomach is full and satisfied and still..
went back to office filling full.. had 3 mugs of green TEA.. arggg.. still feeling full till evening..
thinking of skipping dinner.. in the end.. i pack OR fillet burger meal from KFC.. usually i change the drink to ice lemon TEA.. i didnt eat the burger.. only had the whip potato.. arg.. so full.. arg.. creepy stomach..

Men like to use this phrases - "I'm OK", "I'm fine", "It's nothing", "It's alright", "It's no big deal", "It's no problem"

I'm OK.
- I can deal with my upset. I dont need any help, thank u.

I'm fine.
- I'm sucessfully dealing with my upset or problem. I dont need any help. If I do I'll ask.

It's nothing.
- Nothing is bothering me that I cannot handle alone. Please dont ask any more questions about it.

It's alright.
- This is a problem but you'r not to blame. I can resolve this within myself if you dont interrupt my process by asking more questions or offering suggestions. Just act like it didnt happen and I can process it within myself more effectively.

It's no big deal.
- I can make things work again. Please dont dwell on this problem or talk abt it. That makes me more upset. I can accept responsibility for solving this problem. It makes me happy to solve it.

It's no problem.
- It is my pleasure to offer this gift to you.

Monday always BLUE

Monday always BLUE.. cos always
- 1st day of the work week
- backlogs from fri night and sat
- 5 more days to weekends
and always the case for OL

no intention of working overtime but i always lend my helping hand upon request..
not that bad.. left at 8o'clock..

doing many sms-ing on my way back.. confirming tmr's gathering..
those not confirm still cant make it.. well..

tapao my dinner.. went fairprice to shop for inventory.. met one of my best buddies in poly..
i'm so focus/distracted that i didnt realise him until he really blocked my way intentionally..
so surprise.. i wonder his neighbourhood has no fairprice.. bedok's fairprice 2 levels lor..
i saw no queue and quickly ignore him to pay..

after that i sms him that i sorry for being rude.. cos i'm tired, hungry and wanna rush home..
he replied i seemed tired and souless and i must be stressed up with work..

i think i usually look tired lor.. haha.. what a comment from him..
i think i'm much better now than when i was programming specialist doing system maintenance..
probably i'll be better with no qtr-end?
is time to consider a career move?

hope to meet up with my poly buddies this xmas eve.. but i might be drained by work..
my age is catching up.. cant really take late night out.. need more beauty sleeps.. nitez